I can't believe I just had the conversation I did. Here I am, trying to be optimistic against the stereotypes and I get off the phone with someone who I thought I had good person-to-person chemistry with feeling that he validated the typicality of guys.


good conversations. laughs. --> disjointed conversation. disgust.
too bad. He was really really guapo. eh. his loss.









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It's funny how you can still do that to me.
make me feel that way.
imagining it working out any way but this
and I wish you didn't.
but nothing's changed.

Currently Listening Press Play By Diddy Last Night f. Keyisha Cole